When things got so bad emotionally that you feel like your soul is dying, then God steps in. That’s what happened to me today.

I’m learning to accept things I cannot change…yet.  Moreso, I decided to use the job situation to my advantage.  I’m going to use it to help me become a better musician.

Because ultimately, that’s what I want to be.  I can work on improving my health wherever I am, and I’ve decided to restructure my program to where I write and perform alot of the music, so that by this time next year I have a bank of songs that I can market out.

This is the revised plan.  I think it’s an ok plan.  Maybe even a good one, under the circumstances.  Because the hardest work I do has to be on myself.